Monday, December 19, 2011
We met a couple of months ago. We were engaged before I had the directions to his house down. We're less than 2 months from tying the knot - if he gets his way - but I will NOT forget that we are still in rehearsal. . But he did. I'm in this. . don't get me wrong. . I've committed to the idea of tying myself to another human being for a lifetime. . But I'm no fool. I'm not going to tie myself to some crazy lunatic who does not have his shit together. ' This evening I saw some qualities that I didn't like. He has a temper. And I don't think I saw all of it. I think he checked himself because (at the last minute) he realized that he was in rehearsal, and had lost some cool points. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm, yeah Dude. He left. . hopefully to get his head together. When he returns we'll pull it together and get back to this rehearsal. No harm no foul if he plays his cards right. . But these are the moments we need to have because if he was perfect for four months I'd probably chicken out. So, this is good. . I'm OK. But you better believe I'm going to work this incident for all it's worth. . LOL. . Back to rehearsing my lines. . Life is lovely!